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Lost to it all, no worries, Papa, right on time, next line, no haircut, no drug test, no push-ups.

Are they taking it easy on us to make us lose our guard? Coleman, and the U of U 32 years old alumni who looks 25. All the 30-40 year olds read as 28.

LaRusso is our director, familiar eyes, makes me nervous, but I know he’ll forgive me .

Roommate is nice but I’m an alien, so is he?

Zinc. Islam…

I have received the first ““ excellent answer cadet.

I think I think like ““ the trial by Kafka in the sense of guilt. Next line get a fake Rolex, hope we are all in class together. Next line the speech at the table beginning remember why you’re here remember what you’re doing? Why you’re doing this,h yes, no one’s gonna do it for you

Day 6

woke up to like … car horns / gun shots?

a night ?rolling in the cold,

ran with admiral ??, ton? &u

old man. Day 6… mindless,

good shit, sleepy, roommates telling

us the “jokes” of Greece & their

sovereignty. I could get used

to this ship livin. on top

view on bunks 3/2, beautiful view

of water all the way down to

Manhattan. Santo’s been ?-track?.

22. wow. not pursuing USCG.

I’m tryna work on boats.

— very nice shower

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★ legalize nuclear bombs ★

Thy will be done

9:50pm what a day ★

they came to clean our shits

(pozzies? & the bathroom

national anthem w/ ?vince?

costa rossa? — the laughter)

today’s been a funny day

alarm test going off

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9:30pm day 7

– another day

– fulfilling days

– they emphasize time

management here & I

back that

– 150 vs 300mg Wellbutrin

here to say what’s clear

– 52 pushup & 12 min L-? smile?

?APFT/AFMS? test ?run/bike?

I got it, excited, b. n.y.?

gym bulk maybe,

def of my cycle?

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mood / wood?

→ Vermont wknd

final week of work

→ S Estelle?

→ NY deck painting,

packing banners?

→ here → almost ?

streak of execution, going

pretty well

having fun & laughing,

eating well, v. sober rn,

thanks SLC ? feels ? psych?

can def re-sign it?

positive mind, who knows

what’ll happen next — ain’t

that the joy?